No mood to work

Sometimes the 'mood' to work just didn't come. Maybe I left it at home. Or maybe somewhere else because I couldn’t get it back. I really hope that there's something I can do to get rid of the laziness but it isn’t that easy.

At this kind of moment too many wonders are passing my mind: - How long am I going to stay this way? When am I going to achieve more? What have I learned? Have I contributed something? Do I really play my part? Bla… Bla… Bla… But the most important thing, what have I done to satisfy myself? Sadly, I’ve to say not much because I don’t feel satisfied just yet. I’ve not becoming a better person than I used to be. Perhaps, it’s worse. This old song really means something but how can I be one…

“ Umat Islam harus cemerlang

Hari ini mesti lebih baik dari semalam

Jangan buang masa

Siapa kata kita tidak boleh

Kita ada Allah maha kuasa

Kita punya kuasa tenaga

Doa sebagai senjata”

Feeling useless it the worst thing a human being should fell. People say everybody has their very own unique part. Without that part this world will never be complete. No matter it’s the biggest part or the smallest it’s still an important part. But not knowing what our part is makes things more complicated. There’s no way to justify either I’ve done what I could or what I should…